Burnt Out
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Its not like I have so much work to do that I don't have anytime to do it all. Why am I so stressed? Too used to a stress free life when I never cared about deadlines. I flouted deadlines with reckless abandon. Never rushed. Sometimes I never started to begin with. Am I so weak? People all say I'm stressed. I don't feel stressed. I think I have a reasonable enough time to complete everything. Yet. Yet people say I'm stressed. My body is telling me that I'm stressed. I never knew I couldn't even handle abit of stress. How the hell am I going to survive when I work? Burnt out in the first two days after a week of rest. This is what I'm made of? This is my mettle? I haven't cracked. I'll still produce fucking quality work. I will not crack. This is my mettle. I am not stressed. I'm just less jovial. Don't tell me I'm stressed. Burnt out? Fuck, I'm heated iron. Get out of my way or I'll burn u.
Sprouting Nonsense Since 1984 {12:24 am}